as a young mother i find myself feeling super guilty wishing that my life were the same as it were before i had a baby, only i find myself feeling really guilty i mean if i could go back and change things in my past i know for sure that i would turn down the opportunity. But sometimes i find myself in anger with how having a baby at a young age and how people treat me and it just goes on from there. i just seriously wish that there was a way for me to channel that anger into defending myself. i mean eventually in life people will no longer be able to tell. but i just feel super guilty for wishing that my life was something that i chose to give up by accepting my role as a mother.
(not saying that i gave up my life, but i can say that i gave up the social aspect of it, to ensure the well being of my child.)
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